The Path to Diligence

Alright, so I decided to turn a corner in life and stop fooling around in my studies and get in to, as my brother put it, the "Do or Die" attitude. I've been watching a drama called the God of Study and it has been motivating me to study (also getting me addicted), but diligence is not something you just easily pick up on your way home. I am trying to work hard, but I am having a hard time focusing and staying awake. Right now, I know what I am doing wrong. I am trying to do this on my own. I'm leaving God out of the picture. I need His help and, now that I think about it, I have not been really spending much time with Him recently. What was I thinking? After a life time of laziness, I tried to turn diligent without God. How stupid.